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| 12:27am 25/07/2020 |
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mood:  blah music: AFI- A Single Second
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sorry i havent written in awhile kids, ive been busy...or the lack there of
i dont have a job, i dont have a girlfriend, i dont have too many friends and i dont have a life.
here ya go tiff!
ill update in full later |
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| ...HE FRAMED ROGER RABBIT! |
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| 09:47pm 15/05/2015 |
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mood:  grateful music: AFI- ...This Time Imperfect
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sorry i havent updated in awhile...ive been working alot at everyone's favorite greasy burger joint, mcdonalds. its not bad, i work with cool people. speaking of cool people, i met a girl named britt. shes the coolest. theres so much more i could say, but ill spare ya the details.
i made up with bri. its better now.
EVERYONE, BUY AN AFI CD. PICK ONE. THEYRE ALL GREAT. I MEAN IT. BUY NOW!! OR DIE!!!!!!
yea, i think im done. schools out in like 2 weeks. then who knows if ill live beyond the summer
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| Tomorrow Come Today |
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| 04:50pm 03/04/2014 |
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mood:  anxious music: AFI- Keeping Out Of Direct Sunlight
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i went out yesterday and got a couple cds. "Shut Your Mouth And Open Your Eyes" by AFI, "Tomorrow Come Today" by Boysetfire, and "Dragging the Lake, Vol. II" a compilation from the folks at Atticus Clothing.
brionnas coming back tomorrw and she had something about "watch out, ex- friends" or something to that affect. i dont know if that aimed at marissa or at me, but im shakin in my boots.
another concert this weekend. should be better than the last one. hopefully i wont get my mouth caved in again.
i have to work tomorrow through sunday, but i should get my hours back from last time.
i really dont know what else to write, so ill end it here.
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| As long as you keep a straight face, I will be there when you die |
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| 09:48pm 26/03/2013 |
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mood:  good music: Godspeed You Black Emperor!- My Morning Jacket
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pinkeye is great. im not sick, but i get to stay home from school. i cant drive or see very well cuz i cant wear my contacts, but ill get over it.
my brothers a fag.
i still have no idea why im writing in this thing.
mmmm, tastes like you suck
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| Learn from this prehistoric dance |
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| 09:28pm 25/03/2012 |
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mood: content music: NoFX- Theme From A NoFX album
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i really dont know why im posting now. i really dont have alot to talk about. i just figured i would for the hell of it.
andi's got me workin 5 days next week. christ, what a man.
i got pote listenin to AFI. hes now more punk than brionna. lol
im havin fun with this one.
like i said, im without cause in this entry, so im gonna end here
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| 07:46pm 22/03/2011 |
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mood: thankful music: Dead Kennedys- Nazi Punks, FUCK OFF!
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Alright CJ, you've got some fuckin' balls. Instead of saying something to my face, you type it in your fuckin' livejournal? How fuckin' lame is that? It's none of your business what's going on with Ferg and me, or with Brett and me. It's our business, not yours. And it's not that I don't want you guys over, I can't have you guys over because so many of you took advantage of the privelege and it only got me in trouble. Half of you aren't fun anymore anyways. And who cares about a fuckin' label? So you won't be my friend now because I'm not punk. Try this one on. Jackie used to be Ryan's, but now she's "your's". Is that wrong? People change, so shut the fuck up. I don't believe you of all people would do something like this, it really pisses me off. Not to mention you go behind my back and run and tell Anthony stupid little things. Can't you stay out of other people's relationships? You have no clue what is going on with me so don't act like you do. I'm hiding behind an emo mask? How about you're one of the fakest people I've ever met, and not to mention you lie about everything. So if you want to talk about this go ahead, or else I may do it. If not, fuck you CJ. You used to be one of my best fucking friends and now you're nothing to me and I'm nothing to you. That's not how it was this summer now, was it? Think about it CJ.
i see brionna got my message.
today wasnt bad. school went by relatively quickly. i did good (i hope) on a couple bio quizzes.
i gotta work tomorro, saturday and sunday, so goodbye social life this weekend. o well. i really dont care.
i talked to lydia last night, it was great. shell be out this summer and i hope we can hang out more.
thats about it, laytor |
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| Here's My Response! |
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| 04:40pm 22/03/2009 |
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mood: Argumentative music: Anti-Flag- Captian Anarchy!
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yea, ok...you cheating on your boyfriend is none of his business? you cheating on him is little? ok. do you know what your doing to him? that kid loves you and your throwing it around like a football. you need to open your eyes and see the truth.
labels do mean alot when you boister them as your own.
give me one example how im fake.
you have every right to say what ever you want, how ever you want, whenever you want, where ever you want. i reserve that right for myself as well.
your right, people change. some for the better some for the worse, but that person decides how they change.
brionna, this whole group started to better your well being. youve taken advantage of it. thats your choice. |
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| Aim for my head! |
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| 07:12pm 20/03/2008 |
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mood: okay music: Trapt- Headstrong
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yea
today was ok...school wasnt bad, i had a doctors apptmnt at 1:45, so i got outta school early. woo hoo. i lost my moms handicap permit thingy today and i felt bad. if anyone knows how much they cost, get back to me. i got home and put clothes away and cleaned up from my trip. yea, i know i got home sunday, but leave me alone, im lazy. i ate chineese food too. egg foo yung...mmmmmm.
yesterday wasnt bad either. i had alotta stuff to do, but i still managed to get out with my friends.
jackies been ignoring me. im sad. i love her. she doesnt love me. im sad. im not gonna give up on her tho. you never give up on those you love. im hopeful.
i really dont know what else to say, so ill end it with these words.
Cheese, Salad, Pants, Taco
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| The sky came crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. |
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| 01:08pm 18/03/2007 |
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mood:  crushed music: Godspeed, You Black Emperor- All Tomorrows Parties
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i got stabbed in the heart yesterday.
i went out with jackie and lauren for a little bit. before i dropped jackie off i asked her out. she said no. then i got a ticket on my way home and there goes my paycheck. yesterday sucked.
washington was good. i ate sushi. that was good too. i could only think about jackie tho, so i didnt really pay much attention to the rest of it.
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| ...We screamed like dogs |
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| 03:50pm 12/03/2006 |
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mood:  aggravated music: ...But Home is Nowhere- AFI
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thats from the New AFI CD Sing the Sorrow.....EVERYONE, BUY IT!!! its great
i love jackie. she told me she loved me too. im happy. life is good.
i hate the way brionna treats ferg. she treats him like hes her slave. "anthony, get me a diet coke" "anthony, get me ketchup" "anthony, medium coke" and then she goes and tries it on windon! i have no idea whats goin on between her and brett, but ferg needs to find out. brionnas changed so much. it used to be she loved having us over and we had the best time. now she doesnt want us over and she only hangs out with ferg or brett. and plus she used to be punk! now shes regular, standard issue prep. but, she tries to hide it with this shitty little emo mask thats about a thick as a piece of paper.
thats it
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| Faugh and ballah! |
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| 04:01pm 27/01/2005 |
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mood:  apathetic music: AFI - Girl's Not Grey
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thats from my song of the day, heroes of out past by dropkick murpheys.....good ol irish punk rawk.
ive realized how many posers there are in the world.....and alotta the times, they dont start out as one. theyre original in the beginning, but usually change to impress someone, but still claim to the original. the worst part is, alotta the time, u befriend them because of their individualism, yet come to realize that its false. it sucks cuz u still like them, but they annoy you and make you sick every time their "posing" its a shame, pop culture is robbing our country of good, honest, original people. to everyone thats still true to themselves, i salute you.
i got my license finally. ive been driving alot. its fun. hopefully now i can see jackie alot more. i hope. i really like her, but it doesnt seem that the feelings are mutual. i dont know, maybe im being paranoid, maybe im being negative....i dont know.
im still promoting the new afi album. you can check the new on this posting
well, i think im done bitching
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| I have no desire to leave this place |
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| 11:31am 10/06/2003 |
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mood:  pensive music: Cheville- The Red
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hey. i got bored and decided id give everyone a look into my life, like ive grown so fond of doing.
bri pissed me off. i told her a secert and she told someone, which got my entire life into a funk. i trusted her. she betrayed me. thats not cool.
i can get my license in like a week. that pumps me up.
i have a match tomorrow ( i think) i dont know if wellsville has a heavyweight. o well. ive gotten a new strategy. its trust.
my grades have gone downhill. im not doin track and im gonna try to step up my academics.
i hate going to sleep not knowing wether someones gonna be there when i wake up.
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| 01:21pm 10/01/2003 |
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i got a comment about the quote i had as "learn and youll live forever, live as if youll die tomorrow"
apparently i misread it and it should be "Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today"
thanks to whoever gave me that insight |
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| I've come to be these halos |
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| 01:18pm 10/01/2003 |
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mood:  sick music: AFI- Reiver's Music
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hey kiddos, just figured id check up on here.
im sick. i dont know how or why, but i am. and i hate it. i had to wrestle this morning, we raped tusky central.....the score was like 68-9. aaron got pinned. i got a pin. the tables have turned.
im doing some promoting for the new AFI album "Sing the Sorrow" it come out march 18th i believe. i would really like it if everyone clicked the banner below or visit www.afireinside.net
thats about it for now.....later
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| Dont let the action of factual things subtract from your capital gain |
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| 12:36am 30/12/2002 |
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mood: relaxed music: The Streets- Lets Push Things Foward
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that little bit is from common rider, a great band from indiana ( i think)
tiff made me do this, so if the entry sucks, blame her.
wrestlings been amazing. i love it so much. i got mu first varsity pin yesterday and im really amped. we have a tri against bellsville and newcommerstown tomorrow, and i only have one match, so im hopin i do good.
relationship wise, i think im in love with jackie. shes great. i love everything about her. shes way to negative with herself, so im hopin i can help her out. i love hangin out with her, shes so fun. i asked her out, but she said she wants to get to know me better. i have no problem with that, good things come from patience.
i dont know what else to say, so im gonna end this with this saying
learn like you live forever, live like you'll die tomorrow
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| More fun than chewing on razor blades........seriously. |
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| 03:33pm 05/12/2002 |
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mood:  awake music: AFI- No Poetic Device
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sorry i havet updated in a while. wrestling's been taking up almost my entire life. but i have no complaints nor regrets. i love wrestling. its hard as hell, but i love it. its rewarding. i feel bad tho cuz ive been sitting out w/ injuries alot. i wish i didnt have bad knees or ankels, but i cant help it.
the st. johns tournament is tomorro. ive been visualizing my entire match and hopefully it will go accordingly to how ive seen it (coach clark, if yer reading this....Dan Givens, Sandy Valley)
i havent been out alot, so i dont have many stories. i shaved my head. i think its nice.
well, thats it....later
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| 10:00pm 21/11/2002 |
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mood: depressed music: The Exies- My Goddess
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i havent been feeling well recently. alot has been goin on, and its all coming together. i miss back when i didnt have anything to worry about. i miss being able to not give a damn. i miss not having friends. i miss normality. i miss being normal. i miss being respected. i miss being healthy. i miss others being healthy. i miss looking foward to things.
i wish i knew what was wrong with me. i wanna know if this is a mental thing stemming from a physical thing, or vice versa. ive been real depressed lately, tho i do a good job of covering it. i dont know why im depressed. goddamnit, i wanna be happy. i want to be genuinely happy, for one day, and thats it. everything i think thats gonna happen, it will for a little bit, and then everything goes down the drain. ive found myself saying "i want to go home". even while i am. i dont know what that means. maybe im telling myself something. i think im going crazy. i dont know. i havent known for a long time.
i want people to get over things. i understand being sad, but for 3 months? some people have an excuse and they know im talking about them. they can disregard this. anyone else needs to realize that you cant change the past. you cant. thats it.
ive been in constant pain lately. either my muscles, my shoulder, my knees, my ankes, or my feet. i need to have surgery on my nose and my throat, but thats not gonna happen for awhile cuz of my dad. o well. ive gotten used to it.
i feel like im poor. in multiple ways.
im gettin myself down, so im gonna quit bitchin.
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| "I gotta go home soon, I'd better stop drinking" |
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| 12:39pm 10/11/2002 |
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mood: aggravated music: AFI- Clove Smoke Catharsis
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schultz, u crazy kid u.
last nite was intresting. i went to ashley kallay's (spelling?) party and got bored. the party wasnt bad, but the lack of excitement kinda swayed me more toward the "this party sucks" mentality.
i dont know why im writing in here....i have nothing to share with you people. why do u read this anyway? i wouldnt
i guess ill write when i feel like it
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| 08:55pm 29/10/2002 |
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mood:  gloomy music: Jurassic 5- The Influence
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its been suggested that i update the journal, so i figured, why not.
me and casey are doing good. i love her to death, yet, for some reason, i have doubts about her. she talks about her ex boyfriends alot. i trust her, but theres a voice that telle me to keep up on her. ive been messed with alot, and i dont want it to happen again. shes also been depressed alot lately and ive been trying to help her out, but shes not co-operating with me that much. i just want her to know how much i care about her and how much i love her
the weekend was pretty good. i got to see casey on friday. i was over at her house til about 10, and then i came home. doug, bri, ferg and frank came and got me on their way home from the cchs-ths game and we all went over to bris. frank got a shower and we all sat around. fun times. very reminescent of the summer. minus the frank showering part. that never happened.
saturday i had drivers ed. that was fun...i guess. after that, ford came and got me and we went over to brionnas. we waited for her to get ready and then doug came. we left brionnas house and headed to fergs to see if him and frank wanted to come with us to the movies. they said they were goin to chi chis and would meet up with us after the movie. we met up with mcglone and windon and went to the movies. we saw jackass, which is by far the funniest movie i have ever seen. after the movie, we were all in a destructive mood, so me and mcglone start beatin the shit out of eachother. just for fun. after that, i tried vaulting into fords truck, missing and racking my nuts. ford then floors it, which is when i slip on the the wet leaves and smack my head off of the tailgate. he slams on the breaks. i hit my head off of window. he floors it once again. i hit my head again. it hurt. after that, we all went to mcglones. for some reason, i got really depressed when we got there. bri came and talked to me for a little bit. i called her when i got home and talked to her. i felt better. afterwards.
sunday. i had my last drivers ed class and passed my final with an 88. thats a b, i think. i didnt do anything that day. my strep throat came back that day so i laid down.
monday and tuesday i stayed home. i gotta go to school tomorro tho. o well.
im pretty sure thats all i can whine about...o yea, i got a new screen name Nephilim724......message me
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| 10:26pm 22/10/2002 |
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mood: happy music: CKY- My Promiscuous Daughter
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sorry its been awhile since ive updated. ive been kinda at a loss for words and enthusaiasm lately, what with school and everything.
ive been taking drivers ed for almost 3 weeks. its been goin good. the teachers on cocaine and the class is hilarious. i got kemp, fiest, troy crawford and a buncha other cool kids.
ive been with casey for almost 3 weeks, and i kno thats not a long time, but i can say that i love her and have no doubts about it. ive waited for over a year for a girl like her and i found more than that. shes perfect for me, and i love her to death.
well, im not sure what else to write, so ill call this one quits
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